Lilac Wine

•September 16, 2009 • 23 Comments

I found him on the floor in his own vomit.

I was in love with him, I still am.

I helped him to the bath where I stripped him and bathed him, and spoke to him softly.

He smiled at me, blew kisses at me.

His blurry eyes; they are green eyes, the most beautiful eyes that ever loved me.

I put him inside his white sheets naked.

I lay next to him close and quietly, stroking his face until he passed.

I cut a crescent lock of his black hair; he never stir.

While he slept, I cleaned; like nothing happened.

But, it is true they were there; I saw them.

I kissed him and lay my head on his heart.

Only the sound of his breath.

Only the sound of his blood.

When he woke, he did not know I had been there.